I have got to stop.
I have got to stop waiting.
I have got to stop waiting for him.
I have got to stop waiting for him to ... to ... to wake up and see, Me.
I have got to stop waiting for him.
I have got to stop waiting.
I have got to stop.
I love him! This I know, concretely. Would "it" work out, I can not say for sure.
Sometimes I want to be the reason.
Sometimes I want to scream:
See me.
Want me.
Need me.
Pick me.
If mountains were moveable I would move one for him.
I would walk through fire for him.
I would - and have - make a fool of myself for him.
I would move ... anywhere ... for him, to be with him.
I would ... but I've got to stop.
I have got to stop!
It's an odd sort of feeling really, to want - so badly - to make someone else's dreams come true ... and not have them feel the same way about you.
Let go or be dragged.
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Loving you is like chasing a ghost; you're there ... but when I reach out to you, nothing.
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